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I'm still smiling as the day goes by,
And how come nobody ever knows the reasons why?
Bury it deep, so far that you can't see.
If your like me, who wears a broken heart on your sleeve,
Pains and struggles that you know so well,
Either time don't, it can't, or it just won't tell.
I'm not the type to say I told you so,
I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin' it go.

I don't know what time it is,
Or who's the one to blame for this.
Do I believe what I can't see?
And how do you know which way the wind blows?
Cause I can feel it all around,
I'm lost between the sound.
And just when I think I know, there she goes.

goodbye for now.
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so. i never thought id be here again. never thought i'd feel like this again. but i guess thats just how the cookie crumbles. 4years, 48months, but just one day. blargh. that doesnt make sense really. it doesnt hurt, it just feels empty. could'ves, if's, and maybes. all just a bunch of bullshit but yet, running through my mind. id do anything.

not the 4th anymore. 3rd now. could that get any better? i sense sarcasm.

so many bloody people i wanna see, so many people i want to have heart2hearts with. but time isnt in my hands. i wish i was here on the 11th.

tossing and turning, to my favourite lover.

Current Mood:
numb numb
Current Music:
energy - natalie feat. baby bash
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this is because people in brunei have nothing other to do than look through peoples lives. how pathetic. add and i will either add you back or not. to those without lj's and are my friends, email me and ill think of something. i dont need bitches in my life, ive got enough on my plate. and assrapers like you dont need to be recognized. im moody, dont fuck with me.

- Nadia Halim

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