so. i never thought id be here again. never thought i'd feel like this again. but i guess thats just how the cookie crumbles. 4years, 48months, but just one day. blargh. that doesnt make sense really. it doesnt hurt, it just feels empty. could'ves, if's, and maybes. all just a bunch of bullshit but yet, running through my mind. id do anything.
not the 4th anymore. 3rd now. could that get any better? i sense sarcasm.
so many bloody people i wanna see, so many people i want to have heart2hearts with. but time isnt in my hands. i wish i was here on the 11th.
tossing and turning, to my favourite lover.
Current Mood: |
numb |
Current Music: |
energy - natalie feat. baby bash |